Step back, this drop in position
is hitting hard
deadline, this week's lost its meaning
been going on for a while
push hard, focus inconsistent
regress to start
shift this phase
just to take this weight
from my arms

rejected stability from the start

setting up again
try to ensure progression's kept
shift this phase
just to take this weight
from my arms

pushing on
and it feels like sunday
it's not worth forcing
just go with it

losing days, freezing this time
all I know is that pressure remains

keeps me up till I can't read what's real
afraid that i've
framed up this shot
in poor light
throw me up
and spit me out to fate
seems like i've been
pulled through this mud
a few times